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Whoo, much-needed update.

Journal Entry: Tue Dec 2, 2008, 6:57 PM
  • Mood: Optimism
  • Listening to: Meterorail Thru Space - Cut Chemist
  • Playing: KOTOR 2, a little Brawl here and there
  • Eating: nothing ;_;
Well, my TKD school is closed forever. Tonight we went to another martial arts school which is kinda Americanized, but their dojo is soooo nice looking ;_; Much better than the one at my old school. It sucks, because I made some friends at my small TKD school and I dunno if I'll ever really see them again. I know one of them is going to Anime Boston, so I can have some hope there...

On a more happy note, last Saturday :iconthepretender-ascher: came up to CT and hung out at my house. We walked around town and stuff, went to Victoria Station and Sweet Evelina's (where one of my peeps from school saw me, though she hasn't really said anything about seeing my boyfriend lol).

He told me they were coming up to my house the night before they went, and had apparently planned on calling me on their way up buuuut I think he thought it might be better to tell me before they were on the road (it was a good idea, my mom is crazy when she's home and comes up with weird plans lol). I TOLD him I live in the middle of nowhere! =P I'm happy he didn't get TOO lost though, out here must be a real change of pace considering he lives in NYC.

I swear, I'll probably talking about it all week xD I'll probably end up asking that girl in my History class what she thought of him, even though I don't know her well and I don't like her that much...
What's kinda weird is that Megan Audet said she saw me but I guess he didn't see him hanging out with me :o Kinda weird, considering we were pretty much glued together the entire time xD

Man, I need to get my crazy friends to meet him, he'll be scared out of his mind...

Other annoying thing about this week is that I was SUPPOSED to go to Rockefeller Center and go ice-skating with him, but my mom said that I'd 'just seen him' and it'd be better to 'wait a couple of weeks'. I want to see him now damnit! >.< Ah, I'll shut up, I'm lucky my mom's willing to go along with this kind of stuff.

Things to do for Anime Boston:
-Xigbar cosplay-
+ Get ACE bandages
+ See if I could borrow AXE for the con (lol I will confuse people with my smell; they might actually think I'm a guy xD)
+ Try to find out a way to buy a $120 Org 13 coat =I

-Sakura Haruno cosplay-
+ Figure out how to put in zippers
+ Try to get khaki pants that I can cut out the back pocket for and use as a kunai pouch
+ Try and make my own shruiken holder.
+ Figure out what to do about that vest...(I'm probably going to need to get ANOTHER shirt to destroy...)

STOLEN AND EDITED! [Quiz + other stuffs]

Journal Entry: Tue Nov 18, 2008, 3:36 PM
  • Mood: Optimism
  • Listening to: Hi - Psapp
  • Playing: KOTOR 2
  • Eating: nothing ;_;
This weekend... I didn't really go outside much. I played KOTOR 2. Saturday and Sunday. For the entirety of both days.
Atton is amazing, he has an evil and good side to him, though since I can NEVER be dark side (I can't do it, I can't stand being a total bitch) I haven't really seen the dark dialogue. All I can say is, boy does he look silly in Jal Shay Neophyte robes(Girly skirt-thing in the back anyone?) xD

K, here's teh quiz!

NOTE: I edited this cause I skipped over some of the questions accidentally and they still had Axel's answers in them - they were fixed (my scroll bar was acting up that day)
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If your doctor told you TODAY that you were pregnant, what would you say?
WRONG ANSWER (haven't done anything you fools >=I God, do they assume everyone's a slut in these quizs or something?)

Do you trust all of your friends?
Some


Would you move to another state or country to be with the one you love?
YES.
(New York is awesome <3)

Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
Yeah.

Can you make a dollar in change right now?
If I go to my drawer, yeah...


Are you afraid of falling in love?
Noooo, already there foo'!


Is there someone who pops into your mind at random times?
Yuuup


Whats your most favorite scar?
One on the back of my heel, even though it was painful (Cut my foot on an escalator when I was going down it in flipflops >.< NOT my brightest moment!)


What did the last text message you sent say?
Uh, don't remember lol.


If you were to wake up from being in a coma for an extended time who would you wanna see?
My 'rents and mah boyfriend.


How many kids do you want to have?
I want twins! Though the chances aren't up there ;^^
(TWINS ARE TOTALLY AWESOME)


Would you make a good parent?
Dunno. I think so, as long as the kids aren't being stupid and disrespectin' people.


Are you in a relationship?
YES


whats on your mind right now?
Uhmm, prom pictures and how bad I look in them and the fact that the whole prom thing waws awkward and I was kmissing my boyfriend the entire time, thou I didn't feel like bothering anyone about it or anything.


If you could go back in time and change something, what would it be?
Nope. Well, maybe trying to meet up with my bf earlier or something, I dunno.


Who was or will be the maid of honor/ best man in your wedding?
My twin sister I guess? Probably a friend or something, I dunno >.>


Righty or Lefty?
Righty, though my mom apparently steered me away from being a lefty 0_o


Best place to eat?
MOMA's resturant, they have the best cheese plate ever <3 (Yes, I like cheese THAT MUCH)


Favorite animal?
Uh...cats?


Favoriite juice?
Mango, prob is it gives me a stomachache if I drink too much of it at once.

Have you had the chicken pox?
Yar


Have you had a sore throat?
NO I HAVE NEVER HAD A SORE THROAT BEFORE [/sarcasm]


Ever had a bar fight?
Um, you mean have I even BEEN in a bar fight? no, don't plan to either


Who knows you the best?
Sister, then my boyfriend


Shoe size?
Eight!


Ever been in a fight with your pet?
Nope, Kiki's a coooool cat


Been to Mexico?
Noooope


Did you buy something today if so, what?
Nope =I


Did you get sick today?
No. though my sister keeps trying to get me sick and PHAILING


Do you miss someone today?
Always.

Did you get in a fight with someone today?
Well, I kinda harassed my sister a lot in ED...lol


When is the last time you had a text message?
Proly a week ago

What did it say?
Can't be bothered to find my cell and check


Last person to lay in your bed?
the caaaaat (who won't shut up)


Last person to see you cry?
Hmm, probably my sis


Who made you cry?
Can't remember, it's been a while and it was probably something petty.


What was the last TV show you watched?
Chowder


What are your plans for the weekend?
Erm... I dunno ;^^


Who do you think will repost this?
Dunno, maybe Marmaluxia


If your significant other asked you to marry them TODAY what would you do?
Yes, then add "Don't say I didn't warn you I would drive you up the wall!" (Though I'd rather wait until I had a ob and stuff before I got married to someone)

*sigh* HOW do I explain this?

Journal Entry: Sat Nov 8, 2008, 5:36 PM
  • Mood: Not Impressed
  • Playing: KOTOR (I finished it ;_; )
  • Eating: COOKIES
Hey friends.

Straight to the point: Sometimes people annoy me. Mainly, it's my sister. However, we annoy each other back and forth all the time, and, seeing as we're sisters, it's pretty damn inevitable that it's going to happen anyways.

However, while most are my friends, no-one could probably be as close to me as I am to my TWIN sister (except for my boyfriend). When being my friend, I ask that you DON'T try to emulate what I have with my sister. So, while my sister and I might hit/bat at each other once in a while, this does NOT mean that you are entitled to annoy me or hit me like my sister does. I don't go around hitting people unless they're being stupid, and they deserve it. After I'm done hitting the person, I then divulge a lengthy reason as to why I hit them (Seriously, I don't hit ANYONE but my sister unless I have a REASON for it).

I know I'm definitely not without faults. That I can be annoying sometimes. That I'm sometimes rude and frank in my opinion. I know this, and yet I ask that you respect me, because I am trying my hardest to do the same to you. I understand people can have a bad day, but when that excuse becomes constant, obviously we've got a problem.

Give me respect, and you will receive the same.

So! Yeah.

Besides my rant, I've been otherwise fine, working on some art and such. I have a TKD test this Sun, but it shouldn't be too much of a problem hopefully. Got a decent amount of homework, but nothing I can't handle.

Peace, yo.

Stolen Quiz (with my Xigbar powerz =P)

Journal Entry: Mon Nov 3, 2008, 12:57 PM
  • Mood: Bemused
  • Listening to: A Peak in TIme - Cut Chemist
  • Playing: KOTOR
  • Eating: COOKIES
  • Drinking: Chai Tea
Expla​in your relat​ionsh​ip statu​s:​
Cozy with ~ThePretender-Ascher


Name a lyric​ from the last song you liste​ned to:
...
There aren't really any intellegable lyrics for The Garden by Cut Chemist...
I don't know French, so that doesn't help much either xD

What time did you get up this morni​ng?​
5:20 am


Do you wear conta​ct lense​s or glass​es?​
Glasses only when I have to (distance)

How many windo​ws are open on your compu​ter?​
One with two tabs. Gotta love Firefox, I can't deal with a bunch of windows xD


What are you doing​ after​ this?​
Homework, but I'll probably end up playing more KOTOR instead >.>


Where​ did you get the shirt​ you are weari​ng?​
Express, my mom yelled at me for getting it cause it's a T-shirt and apparently that's all I buy or something >.>

Do you like to cuddl​e?​
Not with random guys, even guys who are my friends I'll be as still as a statue until they're gone, it's too awkward...I cuddle with my family and boyfriend a lot though ^^



How tall are you?
5'4" - 5'5" or something :(

Do you like someo​ne?​ Does his/​her name start​ with A, B, D, K, M, C, or J?
I love someone lolz, and their name begins with an A :D


Do you like hugs?​
Like I said earlier, NOT comfortable with guy friends giving me hugs. I'll give hugs, but not as much as I did when I was in sixth grade xD I used to give death hugs lolz

Are you a loud perso​n?​
Only when laughing and/or talking on my cellphone (I have to talk loud too hear myself with a cell cause I'm usually in a noisy area)


Are you weari​ng under​wear right​ now?
yeeeeahhh

Look to your left,​ what do you see?
Printer, hanging scroll w/ traditional sumi, and a window


Have you ever had a crush​ on your sibli​ngs frien​d?​
Maybe? I can't remember xD


Does it matte​r to you if your bf/​gf smoke​s?​
Yes, I would smack him if I caught him with stuff in his mouth >:I


Do you think​ you have made a diffe​rence​ in anyon​e'​s life?​
Dur. Being with this person may cause side effects such as: being annoyed, being harassed, having flaws about yourself inadvertently pointed out, being talked over if you intterupt me, having to listen to me being self-concious.

However, the dose of whup-ass overrides most of the risks of these side effects =P



Is there​ a guy/​girl that knows​ every​thing​ or mostl​y every​ thing​ about​ you?
Yar, my sis and my boyfriend.


Who was that last perso​n you had a phone​ call longe​r than 7 minut​es?​
My boyfriend. We're talked for like three hours in a row before xD


How often​ do you hold back from sayin​g what you are think​ing?​
If I said everything that crossed my mind, there would have been like ten World Wars by now or something lolz =P



Would​ you ever dye your hair blond​e?​
Done.


Has anyon​e ever told you that you have prett​y eyes?​
Yeah, my boyfriend :D



Would​ you go back in time to chang​e somet​hing?​
Some stuff. Actually, no, I wouldn't change anything. it's the mistakes that make you who you are. A person may live in a harsh emotional environment, but by undoing it you would literally undo who they are. it is the environment that mainly shapes a person.


Who was the last misse​d call?​
Probably some soliciter xD We ignore the phone unless it's someone we know.

At the momen​t are you more warm or cold?​
Warm. Chai Tea is delicious :3

What was the last thing​ you spent​ your money​ on?
My own money? Hmm...Probably an apple cider at Victoria Station.


Is there​ one song that remin​ds you of the whole​ summe​r?​
I'll let you know when I hear it.


How'​s your life latel​y?​
Scale from 1-10: 7



Do you hate being​ alone​?​
No, my sister annoys the hell out of me constantly.


Where​ were you last night​?​
Home, playing KOTOR >.>



Last non-​alcoh​olic bever​age consu​med?​
CHAIIIIII


Do you curre​ntly have a hicke​y?​
I wish... xD


Are you drift​ing away from any frien​ds?​
A few, but I wasn't hugely close to them anyways. I'm willing to be friends, but I don't wanna be the only one talking... :/



What are you liste​ning to?
Cut Chemist. he is the best evar


Who'​s your last text from?​
My stepdad saying he's coming to pick me up (from Sat xD)


Are you comfo​rtabl​e with answe​ring perso​nal quest​ions?​
Depends on who and the context of the question/situation.


Ever kisse​d someo​ne who smoke​s?​
Yeah, my real dad, but I don't think that really counts... I mean, kissing family doesn't count xD


Someo​ne on your mind right​ now?
Always

TAKE A GUESS DAMNIT



Where​ were you at 2:02 this morni​ng?​
KK go sleep sleep (inside oke lol)



When was the last time you bough​t somet​hing?​
Saturday, but it wasn't my money =P



Do you play an instr​ument​?​
Used to play teh pianoz


Was this New Year'​s enjoy​able?​
I have a feeling its going to be better than next year.


Are you high?​
No, and I never will be unless it's a prescription prescribed by my doc (that's really getting high anyways...)



Where​ do you think​ your best frien​d is right​ now?
Downstairs doing tons of hw (my sister is my best friend)
I have too many awesome friends, this is a hard question :/

Are you liste​ning to music​ right​ now?
Yar


Who else is in the room with you?
No one at all, whoooo....


Do you have a best frien​d to lean on?
My sister. WE tell each other mostly everything, though she refused to tell me who she had a crush on last year >=/


What did you do today​?​
School, a little hw, this quiz.

Moar stuff to do

Journal Entry: Sat Oct 18, 2008, 5:40 PM
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: Wrapped in Black - Sonic Rush OST
  • Reading: Feminist book for History
  • Playing: Brawl, planning on some KOTOR
  • Eating: dinner :o
  • Drinking: nothing
Whoo, here goes the to-do list again!

Bought stuff today for mah costume... I still need to get materials for my Xigbar guns though... T_T

Cosplay stuff:
[]Figure out what to do about Sakura top
[]Finish Sakura skirt and put in zippers
[]Figure out what to do about the kunai and shuriken pouches
[x]Get Xigbar wig
[x]Get a better eyepatch
[]Get Hinata sweater for Chelsea over teh internets (I am SOOO not making that!)
[]Somehow get an Org coat
[]Figure out how to make Xigbar's guns
[]Get materials for Xigbar's guns
[]Scale and print out guidelines for the guns (my printer is retarded, I'll have to see if I can use someone else's or the school's printer)

Other stuff:
[]Figure out the next time I can go to NYC
[]Finish artwork
[x]Clean room so it doesn't look like a crazy seamstress was working in there >.>

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